I didn't go to the second congregation today, mainly because I had a lot of stuff to do for the evening. The other reason was that I had to get some things in order for school. I have much to do still, but I guess this coming week everything should be in order and fine.
So, I have to call the Intelligence Forces and confirm my appointment in Tel-Aviv and so I have to check out what happened with my computers lesson in the University.
So, in short it was a normal day. I had my two hour lesson at school which is annoying, but taht should end in January after the final exams. Then I will be enjoying my free friday. Woooow!
So as I came from school I went and logged on to MSN, just to check if my beauty was online. I found her but she had to go because she was at school. So, I was left there with no one to speak to. Then came Prinsii Lehma and we talked. She acted very weird and was a bit down. Eventually I came to know something wasn't ok. So as we talked I just started noticing a change in her. It was something I hadn't seen before. She was angry and she just kinda hated me. I tried to forget all that she said that was supposed to hurt me and I just focused on her and on how she was behaving.
I wouldn't go that far, but there certainly was something dark in her. I felt she was attacking me, my happiness. And I tried to get her to understand that happiness wasn't really about being with someone. I tried to tell her that I care about her and that I love her the way she is, and that is when God suddenly interveined. She told me she prayed for someone to tell her that he loved her, and now her prayer was answered. So I think God did something through me. I hope I'm right. Meanwhile I will keep praying for her. I am very worried about her situation and trully I need His guidance.
And so this day went on. Nothing else, exept for me being worried about Prinsii Lehma.
So I leave you my little blog. See you sometime.
By the way, did I tell you that I love her more and more every day?
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